Revival!!!!

Hey people! I am back ;)

Freedom

Freedom is the state of not being imprisoned, enslaved, or constrained. But in modern terms, it is the ability to exercise your thoughts, actions, or words without constraint.

According to a famous philosopher, there is no such thing as "true freedom" in modern life. There will always be something limiting you. Even if you live as a hermit, there are laws against trespassing, laws against hunting and etcetera.

Even when we are in what we call true freedom, we tend to lose ourselves and not be able to control our freedom. It is our primitive nature to go against the laws, that is the original purpose of the laws, to control us and prevent us from returning to uncivilized life.

Freedom is truly overrated, i rather stay in our constrained lifestyle and make the best of my ability, though i do tend to let my wild side take control of me and go against the norm.

Alone

Sometimes, don't you wonder what it's like to be all alone in the world, without a friend by your side, to comfort you when you are sad, to make you smile when you are bored and to just brighten up your day.

In the midst of a crowd, i can be the one who makes the most noise and lifts the mood of the crowd. But when i return to my home... alone... the loneliness sets in. Sometimes, that lonely mood even shows in my usual life. Feeling lonely in the middle of a crowd. How could that be?

you know that i could use somebody

I realize my life now is like a broken record, just playing the same tune over and over again. Daily routine:

Wake up > Go school > Study > Eat > Go home > Eat > study > Eat > sleep.

And this process repeats itself over and over again.

S.O.S! I NEED A LIFE!!!

Patronize

Do i patronize people? According to the dictionary, to patronize someone is to adopt a condescending attitude towards a person. But is it always a bad thing to patronize somebody? An adult talking to a toddler in baby-speak, Or an adult telling their children that babies come from a stork can be said as patronizing as well, but it is for their own good right? How else would you explain the human reproductive process to a 7 or 8 year old?

I feel that sometimes i do patronize, and the only reason i do this is because i do not know what else to say. Though i am not an introvert, i often feel a lack of enthusiasm to speak to others or socialize. Am i having withdrawal symptoms? What is happening to me?

Help me, for i am becoming lost.

Blame it on the alcohol

In Scientific terms, alcohol is any organic compound with a functional hydroxyl group bound to a carbon atom. The general formula of which, is C_nH_2n+1OH.

I don't know why, but alcohol seems to be running through my mind right now. (Most probably certain events that just happened) It's like a drug, once you start you can't stop. This may hold true to some, but to others who went through the fire and got burnt, the scars serve as a painful reminder of the terrors... of being an alcoholic.

On the other hand, there are also those who drink, get hurt, and just resume their atrocious habits once they get back up. I personally have not felt the pains of being drunk, therefore i do not have that scar to remind me. I admit here, to the world, that I, Daniel Fong, is a self-proclaimed alcoholic. Though i may not be as heavy a drinker as some, i still enjoy the chance of having a drink. Is this acceptable? I don't know. I do not feel its bad but after seeing some stuff that happens WHEN you become drunk, i feel scared.

With this cup of whisky in my hands, i bid you all a goodnight.

"BOTTOMS UP!"

When dawn breaks

The light was not shining as brightly as it was 2 moonbeams ago... it had faded into a dull gray. It got more and more dim, until nothing was left but the bitter cold darkness. Then the bright light shines once again, even possibly brighter than before, as if the cold darkness never happened!

Just as the water-cycle, there is no beginning, nor is there an end.

Just as the flame and the phoenix, there is no beginning and there is no end

When one door closes, another one opens.

Life is like that. Filled with paradoxes that can drive the most sane of us mad! If that is life, what does our existence mean? Just filling in a gap in the space-time continuum? or a child of God as religion states?

Nobody knows... nobody knows.

And with that, i welcome you to my new blog xD